I just looooooove Oct

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Hi All,

*waves* It is OCT!!!! I love Oct, firstly, it is because my birthday fall on this month and Secondly..I just find OCTOBER a beautiful word...If I dun have so many names hor...I would surely name myself October...Hmm...Maybe hor, I just make sure my future daughter hor, born in Oct then i name her Oct.....Hey, But wait...I can also name her October even though she is not born in October mah...Ok...set...only within 3 mins and 34 secs and I have decided my future daughter's name..Soooo great! *happy*

Before I go on telling u bout my date yesterday..I got to announce to everyone first.

My Birthday Bash On 22nd Oct 2004 @ DevilsBar

Dear Friends/Reader/Haters/Admirer,

U are sincerely invited to attend my Belated Birthday Party @ Devils and to enjoy and experience the pleasure of bar-top dancing. Although I would love all of u to come without paying a single cent but U have to pay for the cover charge $12(Ladies) $20(Guys) before U can get to see me. The age limit is 18 for ladies and 23 for guys, pls come only if u are enough age. I dun mean to make it a big event but since this is the only day I can get to see all my friends, everyone is welcome. Even if u are planning to go down on that day, u can just pop by and wish me a belated happy birthday, give me a kiss and a hug, I will be very happy.

Ok...I got to make a firm stand here, NO ONE IS ALLOW TO MAKE ME DRUNK OR PRESENT ME WITH A LAMBORGINI OR WATERFALL OR ANYTHING ON MY HATELIST. Because of the Lambo last year, lim peh lao sai for the whole entire week!!!!
Pls leh...*innocent + sweet + cute face* Dun make me drunk, k

Thank you.

Ok..I feel shitty in the morning yesterday but when I meet my date, Ms Elaine,(hahaha) I felt so great! I was so elated to see her, I long time never see...erm..ok...never talk to her in a quiet place already.

We had so much to talk about and the moment we met, we nv shut our mouth...We talk bout lots of things...lovelife, work and of course, our usual bitchings...

We both decided that this is not the good year (as in lovelife) for ALL of us, especially the one born in 1982 and those who been single for centuries (Jac & SS & Simon), the one who are non-single (Kelly, Ju, Flora, Queen) and those who are non-single then become single sibei fast (Me & Miko)...actually in short...ALL WHO GO DEVILS LAR....

Take a look at our pic first....

Jac, SS & Me!!


Jac & SS


Me & SS!!! (God...I then realise my skin look like shit...heng I going for facial on sun..torture again...*cry* )



I wish I could just hang ard her for as long as I can but then, I got to wake up at bloody 5.30am the next day to prepare for work and she on the other hand, got to meet her alcoholics gang.....we part our separate ways, sobbing, crying, screaming, bawling....ok..I am kidding...We are both strong women who have too much pride to show our true feelings but deep down inside, both she and I knew that we are going to miss each other...a awful lot...

*Poi Aka Sophia Aka Apple shout* "ELAINE IS MY SISTER HOR!!" (well, she shouted in devils when i am not ard and tot I am going to do the same in my blog as well..)

Have a good flight this afternoon, my darling, muakzzzzzzzzzzz

p/s: Do check out her interesting life which everyone will be green with envy Here

Early Morning...

Dear All,

Now is 9.34am, I shouldnt be blogging right now but working.... concentrating on my work...I just need to vent my thoughts somewhere. This is the only place I can do it.

I realise all the people ard me...My friends...having mood swing recently...I dunno what is happening..I am included in the list as well...

I am feeling moody...I dunno why...I cant help it..I am a happy-go-lucky person...I can be happy most of the time...but recently..I can see dark clouds...I can sense depression coming back to me again...I am still feeling happy but 3/4 of my time, will be dreaming. I am becoming more quiet...I have less smile on my face. I cant control such awful feeling drowning down on me.

I kept questioning mysef...What am I lacking? Is Love, Money or what? I know what are u all going to tell me, I should be happy cos I have a great family and a bunch of fun-loving friends who stand by me. I am fully aware of that and I can really feel all the love, care and concern around me...But this is something that u cannot control and I guess I call it as "depression"

Have U ever felt like this before? U cant concentrate, u are losing focus...U dunno what u want and u cant detect what is wrong with ur heart and mind....U cant smile, u lose ur laughter, U just dun feel like talking and U wish everyone will just stay away from u. U just feel like hiding in a corner in an empty room, without noise, without disturbance, no one can hurt u, no one can bother u....Just be alone....so alone...

Anyway, people, don't have to worry bout me, I been thru this stage dozens and millions of times...I am alright...The longest record I have is for 2 years...I was on drugs...sleeping pills during that period. I felt so good being "lost" cos I dun have to think bout anything..(That's why I have so freaking poor memory but then...blur is not the cause of it hor) I finally snapped out of this stupid actions when I move home.

When I got home after leaving for 2 years without any news ditching my parents behind worried sick...The first thing that my mummy said with a smiling cheerful face when she saw me was: "Eh, u back le, what u feel like having for dinner tonight? I got cook ur favourite food"

I am more concern bout the people ard me...I wish and pray that they will feel better and happy...I put my friends and family above myself, I know no words can express what i felt towards them but I am someone who cherish friends and family alot...

TO: All my friends around me, I do hope all of U will be happy, no matter what. I cant do much to be there by ur side but I want u to know, I am just that simple someone who is just passing by ur life so as to be there when u need me.

Ok...I feel better after coming back after a smoke break. I think i will change my job soon. I am still wondering whether I should change since I love my company soooooo much and even thinking bout leaving just will make me cry...I just need a change of environment...a new start....a new life.. (Got Lobang boh?)

Sorry hor people, early morning make u all -_- but hey, u all love me one, right? I am going to meet up my dear Miss Elaine tonight, same place...Cineleisure, Long john(cut cost...cut cost) for erm...heart to heart talk session and bitching...of course...I am looking very forward to it...(I hope that we can find seats tonight)

cheers,
Always full of love & thoughts,
Apple

Nothing much...

Well...I am at hm...nothing much to do...suppose to have a event tonight but it was cancelled...=(

I am not in a very good mood today...I dunno why...Maybe it is because I cannot go devils...hmph...I am broke..yes...Ladies night is free but.....I will have to crawl home then...Those who is going down to devils tonight hor, pls Table table Table for me hor...

I am really running out of ideas...I dunno what i should type to make all of u laugh...It is great to know some of u loves my blog and find it funny...I just try my best hor...

Lai Lai Lai...Let me show off first......

My first greeting card!!! Thanks Silverice =D


I went to my main office today....Was very bored....I brought my baby with me and took some pictures..

Me and Salesman, Honda Siao Eric (His car all Honda...)


Me at the balcony...the view is magnificient...


He just like to promote vitasoy....dunno why...


I am imagining I am at Devils...Eric help me to pretend his is my bartender..


Me and Katherine!


This is my truck.....


Ok...Let u all see my new bf....
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Yandao? He is actually an Italian Mafia...
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Ok...I AM JOKING....Liew...He is holding a high post position in my company, Jason Cox...and I gan gan ask him to take picture cos I find him rather stylish and really look like mafia... =X...I machiam Japanese Tourist..Go everywhere I go take photos...*blushed*

Library today...

Well Well..My movie is cancelled *cry* Ok...I was the one who cancel it.... *blushed*

Sorry Ah Ju!!! Sorry Esther!!! Sorry!!!! I MISS U ALL ALOT!!!

I badly need to go borrow books....ya...BOOKS...never hear wrongly...I loves reading and I havent do it for a long long time...I got to brush up my english... Surprised?
Well, tell u, I not only loves reading, which I started since I was 5...
I bake cakes and cookies as well....(I do it when i am free, so far i got 3 students)
I love tennis and badminton.....(I used to take tennis lesson)
I am going for netball session as well soon (When i get my shoes)
I used to be a runner in primary sch...(i was in the athletics team)
I take part in high jump and long jumps in Sec sch... ( i got prizes although not the first..)
I got a consolation prize in a singing competition in sec sch....(I love singing)
I love to dance...(I am sure u know...devils bar...kekek)
I can crochet as well...(Something like knitting, i used to do alot of small pouches)
I can arrange flowers and I love flowers alot!....(I work as a florist for 2 weeks when I was 13, since then I love flowers...I used to hate them ;D )

Ok...the only thing is...I CAN'T FREAKING SWIM....I can go for canoeing, tanning but......but....I cant swim.

Ok...enuff bout me...I dunno u can absorb so many things or not cos I still have alot bout myself which I think most of u dunno and might be shocked ba......

I went to jurong east library today, happen to have this guy same birthday as me but 3 years younger....I not "Old Cow Eat Young Grass" hor...(If u dunno the meaning, go ask an educated Ah Lian / beng) named Johnson who called me and offered to accompany me to the library since he is staying at the west side.

Cute??????


My evidence in the library! (Edmund, I told u I am ugly today le, believe? Hahaha)


We went over to KFC for a short chat, god...I think i am realli old...talking to him hor, I feel got generation gap leh....my god...Anyway this was him when he was younger and slimer...hahahaha...yandao hor...any girls want? (Notice his birthday, same as me)


Sorry people, I cant help it but this is a private thing between Mr Kevin and Me (Weiyi, notice the cup, is KFC's Ice Lemon Tea!!! )


Specially dedicated to Mr Kevin Aka Weiyi!!! Guess 1 word....SHOIK!!!


Finally, we ended it with the famous SS's pose...

Hate mail?????

****Disclaimer: The words mention below is strictly for entertaining purpose, pls do not hurl abuse or make disrepectful remarks to the above 2 parties (which is me and Mr Joe Tan). Thank you. Also, anything mention in my blog is strictly for entertaining purpose, pls do note take much into details. Just read and forget (But NOT my Face.)

Well well...I have received my first hate mail?? I dunno is consider a hate mail or not but it seems one to me but then is a friendly hate mail.

Anyway, Joe Tan, thanks for letting me have something to type in my blog, I recently run out of ideas to entertain my readers. Although I dunno what u are trying to prove or said in the mail but I sort of figure it myself. (Pls write in singlish if possible, I ah lian....eng er lish no good. Hope I interprete correctly)



You are free to do whatever you want or be whoever you like, life's short so play hard I know,
Thanks, of course I can do whatever I want and be whoever I like and I can type whatever I want in my blog because this is my blog. Glad u understand that life is short.

but please do not infect other girls with your sick mind.
Sick??? I have a sick mind????I only know I am siao or sot but today I just know my mind is sick...Gosh...maybe I should go see a doctor...Also...I didn't know I have power to infect the girls. Wow...

Meaning of life to you may not be important as long as you know how to stay happy or as long as you know you are doing the right things.
Yes dear, that's my philosophy in life but for ur info, I do have other priorities as well.

But, unfortunately, your so-called "Right" things may not be so right after all and you so-called "stay happy" may occur at the expense of somebody's death. But again "Who cares!" you may say.
What exactly is right and what exactly is wrong then? Erm....I, staying happy can occur at the expense of somebody's death????? And I didn't reply "who cares..."

Anyway, if you try to be a guardian, stop being a death guardian. Yes, there is no wrong in telling people to stay happy but it will be when someone is being hurt.
U are saying.....it will be wrong to tell someone who is hurt to stay happy?????

Stop pointing accusing finger at all men when all the men that you have met has not even reached 0.001% men in Singapore (based on 500 men you had met in your 22 years out of 12.5% of 4 millions population here).
Did I point finger at ALL men? I cant remember anyway, thanks for the statistic.

Anyway there are still lots of good one on the street.
I do believe in that, otherwise I think I will be running into every wedding dinner and murder the grooms.

Please read "Why men don't listen & Women can't read maps" by Allan & Barbara Pease."
Just the thing I need, will be going down to the library to search for this book today.

It's true that I cannot stop you from doing anything but if you still have a soul, please stop destroying someone's marriage...
Hello!!! When in the world I destroy someone's marriage?????? Which night did u dream of me doing that?

No offend!
Of course I wont be offended, I am even glad to see mails coming to me. It shows that there are people who really DO read every single word of mine. I should thank you too. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart...

I AM SIAO.......

Hi Hi *waves* *jumping*

I am alright le! Am fine now!! I get over real fast de, I am strong...ok....also siao....Just in a kisiao mood last night and suddenly hates all male species....

But...do U know who actually make me alright? Is U,(the male species)...Alot of u had called me up and checked on me...Thanks to all my dears, I am alright now..

Edmund - Thanks for making the effort to call me, enjoys chatting with ya.. =D

Louis - Thanks for smsing me and said that u will protect me..(u are sooooo sweet)

Norm - Thanks for checking up on me today and offer to buy sour plums for me...

Johnson - Di Di, thanks for sending me good night msg and let me bring a smile to sleep. Hugzzzzz

Tom Tom - Thanks for talking to me before u fly back to SG, will meet up real soon. (Did u forget my surprise?)

Cldye - Da Ge, thanks for all the wise words....

Did I miss out anyone? And also to my friends who was bitching with me...Miko, SS, Jac, Queen...I just love bitching...hahaha

And thanks for those who leave a tag in my chatterbox. I may not know u very well but thanks for the words of concern and it really make my day...Birki, Hongwei, Lek, Cystal & Andy =D

Ok...I am going for the movie, tonight with Ah Ju and Esther. I try to take more stupid photos, k (provided they do stupid pose for me...hahahaha)

Btw, tonight is the actual Mooncake Festival. This is the time to spend more time with ya family. =D Eh...those who want to burn stuff like me...do it quietly hor...dun let police catch..those who going to chinese garden, I wish u good luck...

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who needs men?????

Well well....I am back again.... realise I am blogging often hor...no bf mah....very free...can update most of the time...actually...it is not so bad to be single....not easy to have no one ard u to take care of u but i think I can make it....the most...my embarassing moment increase nia mah....

I got to console myself the benefit of not having a bf......I dun have to worry bout where he goes....I dun have to focus 99% of my attention to another person...I can do what I want without having to consider his feeling......I am actually glad to be single now (I am a strong apple!!!)......for the time being lar...*hee* I am still searching for "The one" (This is my bloody blog...not matrix hor...) But then again...for the time being....no sex life lor....I think I got to buy a vibrator....Dear friends...maybe for my bd pressie, can get me a vibrator...But pls...a silence one...I got feedback that must get a silence one....hahahaha

I want someone who can give me a special feeling when i first meet him, I want to feel comfortable with him...I want to be able to talk to him without feeling any constrain.....I want that someone to control me (not those kind of control freak)...I want someone whom I can make sure I can settle with....(I know I am not settle yet) I want someone whom I can face him forever.....I know what I am searching for and I know what I want...I am rather tired of changing bfs....(really....) I want my next one will be someone I can spent the rest of my life with....if.....i am lucky lar....so far i had been such a failure in love but then again...I learnt alot thru out my past experiences.....and I never regret at all.....

Ok...enuff of talk cock bull shit of my love philosophy....I just feel very lor soh today...Maybe after seeing Esther's daughter...got the sudden urge to get married.....Let me just tell u what happen today to me...

Today, I met up with Esther, Megan, Ah Ju Ju & of course, Miko dear.....We were suppose to go to sentosa (u must be saying...again????? tot u are dark enufff????) ya....I steady de mah...accompany them go....they go tanning...I go play hide and seek with the sun....hahahaha...Anyway, sentosa picnic trip is postpone to next sat cos the weather is not good enuff....

It was quite shoik to meet all girls today for coffee...and surprisely....We can meet up today is cos of 1 place......Devils Bar.....ya....we all knew each other from Devils...(except me and Miko) and fate is such that brought us all together and we can actually clicked so well...i am sure I will be cherishing this relationship with them....Ah Ju & Esther....I love u 2!!!! Muakzzzzzzzzzz

We were sitting at Orchard swensen for dinner and we were bitching bout guys...hahaha...ya know lar...girls only topic is men.... *smile sweetly* Then I was suggest to Esther that since we had all pierced our naval and only left Esther had not pierce her nose...and she steady....really go pierce...(I dunno when Ken Ken sees her, he will fainted or not and then wake up and kill me...)

KEN KEN....WO HAI SI AI NI DE!!!!

Well, we pierce almost what we can le...dunno where to pierce next...but they going for tattoo next mth....I still consider whether to get one or not....cos I dun want to regret after i had done it...and I was thinking... I had been thru all the tough time....what unhappy things to make me go thru this tough physical pain huh? Siao Ah....anyway, just thinking lar...i timid one...hahhaha (I am sure u say..sure boh....) I am really timid.....pain leh...somemore also not to make my face pretty one....

Ok...I today damn lor soh...i think u sure complaining my long post now....enjoy our pics ba.... =D

Tommy with Megan and Megan's new barbie......(Tommy said must show off the new barbie...)


Notice all devils siao? Short Devils Khaki gathering!!! (Except megan lar...)


Megan finally can open her new toy at Swensen...Lai Lai...Show off!


I tot I can show off for her also.....(Long time never hold barbie doll.....)


Miko's Turn.....


Ah Ju's Turn.......


Esther also dio....hahahaha


SWENSEN CHICKEN BAKED RICE!!! My 3rd food on my wishlist!! *Happy Happy*


Girls Power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Miko with Megan.....Megan like very unwillingly hor.......


See...With me also.......-_-''''


2 pretty girls with a pretty pose.....I cant help but got to take their pics....


Esther joined our nose-piercing gang.....(Ken....Dun kill me....)


When I was on the train back...I saw this scenario and find it so cute!!!! Somemore....gam gam ho the 2 guys was sleeping...the bubble machiam really shows they dreaming.....hahahahah...hilarous...


When I reach Yishun...I realise my neighbourhood got Mooncake Festival Celebration......


Actually hor...i blur...i tot today is the actual day...*blushed* I faster go and find lanterns....to join in the fun! Long time never hold lantern and the feeling is great! Cute, right? ok....I know also siao....


My cousin and my auntie....this pair look very alike hor....mother & daughter mah....(my lanterns are complimentary from my auntie)


Ok....I am very tired cos I only sleep 4 hours and I am still here happily blogging and entertain u....but cos...I LOVE U...... =D

Enjoy ur sunday! I am going to sleep the whole day tomorrow with Miko...*blushed* Ya...she at my house again......WE ARE NOT LESBIAN!!!!

HANGOVER SUXS!!!

Well, I am now at home with a serious hangover after crawling home about 3am....

(LIAN HUI LING....IT IS BECOS OF U!!! Ask me to order 1 jug for u and in the end, u aeroplane me...I got to finish 2 jugs!!! I still got left bout 1/4 of my volka when i was leaving devils!!!! Xim Tia~~~ *cry* *cry* )

Yesterday night was my official single night at devils. It was great!!! Was dancing like mad....Alot of guys was staring at us and I believe they are new crowds...Everyone had got our "Table" virus...the moment we started shouting, the people opposite of us will shout back....Ya....we were doing this the whole night...Stupid plus Idiotic....but we love it leh...

My friend Frankie pop over to see how nice Devils really is, i guess he had enjoyed himself ba, Hi there, Frankie, sorry for not being there all the time but hope u enjoyed!

If any of u who was there last night had recognize me and might find me act dao and haolian. Sorry, u can come over to tell me u are my reader and I will be glad to offer u a drink. I dun really like the idea of knowing strangers when i go clubbing. I only want to dance dance dance and not forgetting TABLE TABLE TABLE too!

Some guys tried to dance with me...I rolled my eyes then let them see my nice ass....=P...Got 1 uncle....ya...UNCLE CAME ON THE BARTOP AND DANCE WITH US...i wanted to laugh whenever i turn my head back to the scenario of 2 young ladies, Miko & Jac with A Ah peh....I got to admit he was rather couragous but I cant help finding it funny...

Oh ya, when i was coming down from the bartop, my 2 legs cramped suddenly!!! 2 of my legs!! Not feet!! is leg!! The lower part there!! Pain like hell!!! I dunno who was at the counter there last night cos I cant remember but thanks for taking care of me and massaging my legs for me...*blushed* I very paisay leh...

While i was walking towards to the ladies, my legs cramped again!!! My fav bartender saw me standing along the passageway with my face screwed up, came over to ask me what happen...I nearly cried and i keep shouting "PAIN PAIN PAIN" he keep asking me to be quiet but I keep sobbing and said "Pain lar...I PAIN!!!!" (Machiam I giving birth hor) He helped me to a chair behind the counter and started to massage my legs for me...he was hushing me and massaging me at the same time..Not bad hor, devils bar service...Hahahaha

Oh ya...someone in devils sms me and ask me to go to the hotel with him!!! -_-''' I was like...huh??????????????? What the fuck???? Come on, i may have the face of a loose woman but i can tell u..."FUCK U, I AM NOT..." If u want to try ur luck again, I can only tell u...."WAIT LONG LONG"...

Well, I won't be going down for a while cos I am still broke...hahahah...I am broke everytime..The only time I am not broke is when i got my pay. I will be happy for 3 days but I will be crying for 3 weeks...

Oh ya, I need to tell this guy, Edmund, he is my loyal reader and he read almost every single of my post. Thank you, my dear. I am really touched by all these. i didnt know someone would pay so much attention in what I am doing and also interested in what I am doing. I know there is also a few of u who also read every single post of mine. I am really touched by what u have done. I dunno what makes me so special that u will read thru every single post. Although I never meet u before and I dunno who u are...Thank you...sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Love u guys...

Enjoy the photos and ur weekend,
Muakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Siao-Char-Boh-Apple

In the train......


Still the train.......


Stil the train.....


Saw this person and i secretly took his pic....He seems to be wearing the straw and enjoying the drink, right? I was suppose to be the one having the enjoyment....I cant get the seat...=(


We thinks that I look like the swordswoman when i was wearing my shawl covered up.....


Tommy's Face..... Cannot see eyes again....


His right ear.....


His left ear.....hahahaha We all Ki siao already....


2 black....2 white....SWEE!! (Ah Ju's word...)


left is Kelly's naval ring....right is mine...My belly look like the pig belly hor...the one people use to pray one....so freaking red....


Melvin....the girls i dunno is who leh...


I becoming more and more like Xiao Siong....Sibei extra....


See!!!! Wa liew.....Infectious sial....


This is my photographer...hahaha...He was holding and taking care of my baby (my digicam) all night!! Thanks Chris!!!


Famous SS's Pose again....


This is Frankie...Single and Available...Who wants???? I intro!!


Ko Ko and Chris....Lucky I never extra again....


All high liao....


Again....SS's Pose....


Miko's Turn....


This is Frankie's friend...Eh...I forgot the name...paisey...paisey...