Lost focus.........

Haiz....I feel depressed....i dunno why...i think is becos i been working very late and hard these few days...I feel like disppearing for a few days so that no one can find me and let me be alone and think bout my future...BUT...bloody hell..i dunno where to go...fuck....haiz...life suxs...dear friends, i am ok...just need to shout and complain and rant, k.

Well, i need a part time job, weekend job, anyone to offer me? Not that i really need money but I know that praying hard for the fucking 4-D to tio is not realistic, I rather work hard for it.I still pin for my sony cybershot digicam...nb...I am thinking of ways how to act cute and beg my daddy to buy for me but i too paiseh to ask leh...So big already still get money from daddy...*blushed*

Oh ya...i forgot to mention...I was not "pang sey" at the expressway last night cos Mr Weiyi aka Kevin..turns out sibei yandao!! I been telling him over and over that "He is so damn handsome!" until he buay tahan me and keep saying I am siao...hur hur hur...i enjoy making fun of him :P Although he look abit like ah beng now but better than the ah pek look ba...well...i try to take his pic secretly and post up here secretly...wa ha ha<---*evil laugh*

i am still trying to get used to my attached life now cos it was still a sudden shock for me...it's like a dream and u wake up before u knew it (something like lao sai also...)Mr Weiyi aka Kevin is a very sweet and wonderful and caring but he is damn act-cute wor...anyway i realise that the good thing bout having a bf is that when u are stress or depress or sad or just plain I-dun-want-to-talk mood ...a monkey will brighten up ya day....

P/s: My photos are all gone...i am so fucking pek chek cos i redo dunno how many fucking times liao....

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