Haizzzz...I did it again...

I should be in a fucking (use this word because cos after fucking should be good mood, right?) good mood after I met the bitches today and also today is the day where me and Huiqi watching Quidam!

After I got home about 11.45pm...

Lao Niang (happily) quickly went to search for the pair of $264 pair of tickets....

But I realise....

I cannot find...

I search for 2 hours...

I still cannot find....

I even woke up mummy to help me find...

I accused her of maybe throwing my things away thinking it was rubbish but she said she would have kept the envelope if there is things inside...

Now the problem is...

1) I cannot recall where I put it...

2) I think i had hide it somewhere safe...

3) I might have throw it away...

and

1) I always cannot recall where I put my things since young and mummy asked me why i always have to wake her up in the middle of the night last min to find things..like my homework, my schoolbag, my pencil case, my uniform when I was in school...

Even when I went to work, I either cannot find my hp, my shoes, my clothes....etc...

When I tried to write down on my organizer, I cannot recall where I put my organizer and I spend about 1 week trying to find it....

2) I always like to hide my things somewhere safe and I tot I will remember. I hide it so well until I cannot find it anywhere....

3) I had throw away alot of stuff and I regreted it... Even when I was young, i had throw away $50 note thinking it was a piece of tissue paper....

So now... I am damn stress...

Because this pair of tickets is a gift from an anonymous person, I can only wait for him to see my email and quickly contact me.

I feel quite bad.

Buy me tickets and still have to keo sai for me.

I think he had to contact sistics, make a police report and then meet me and pass me the tickets.

Now the problem is:

1)I dunno whether he is willing to meet me cos he said he prefer to remain anonymous.

2) He need to work (I took urgent leave) and dunno he got time to settle it for me since the show is only 20.5 hours away.

3) He might have find it troublesome and rather forgo the $264.

But this is how Apple Lim live her life..

Blur throughout....Blur always....

I had been warn, niam, laugh for my blurness.

My ex-bfs thinks that I am champion of the champion.

My best friends feel that I need someone to take care of me.

Friends around me wonder how come I look so independent but I so happening...

People who dunno me might be thinking how long I can survive in this world.

I got no mood to update any photos for today. Pls just pray hard for me that I will be able to get the tickets.

I am so KNN de stress that I badly need a puff and break the rule...

*run outsides for a smoke*

Await my good news...

Muakzzzzzzz
Apple Lim Sophia
I know I am blur..... =(